Hi! First of all – huge thanks to Wolfchild for this site.
Sorry for my bad English, I’ll confuse times and cases, but I’m sure, I’ll be understood.
If a usual bystander read second part of Celestial’s topic (
thank her for starting it) he could found this rather strange
But now I understand
her very well. So I can write here my story and I’m so happy of it, because I couldn’t tell it neither relatives nor friends, - they would make a laughing-stock of me…
A week or so after New Year I’ve read a Stephen King's note about “Let me in” – as a probably best horror film of a decade. Then I’ve watched the film. I liked it, there was good impression. Then I forgot about. In April absolutely accidentally I discovered, that it was only remake of Swedish “Let the right one in” - 2008 release. The matter is Russian translation writes both the same «Впусти меня». I found an original and have seen it. The impression was “not bad”. I thought: “original almost the same as remake, - why they make noise about?”
I don’t know, what made me see the film once more… May be it was a mistake?
It was an evening. Film has ended and I went to sleep. But suddenly I’ve realized, that I absolutely can’t sleep. I couldn’t sleep till morning and hadn’t the best day after because of it… I caught myself that I think about all the time. At the evening I’ve seen the film once more. I was absolutely shocked and shattered. Then I’ve read a book (honestly, it was hard to me to digest the book first time, especially that Eli isn’t a girl

) After that I’ve seen the film another time and again and again… Then I worked with screenshot (eyes), framed it with silver frame and put on the wall. In a time I said to myself: “STOP. What happens to me? I’m rather adult, stable man with normal, stable mind (as it seemed to me before

) so, what happens to me?" I started to muse on: "May be I, as Hakan, fall in love to Lina Leandersson?

” After some analysis I decided, that perhaps – not. Yeah, she incredibly cute, she plays more than good, but… not. I hadn’t felt something only and just to her. "May be I fall in love to Eli?" That was closer, but hardly better by its sense

.
A reply to my question I’ve got only when I found this site. It appears that
I’m not the only one. It appears that I just was
infected
So, thank all of you that you’re here. I’m so glad that I found you!